looking thru friends posts...add me to the list of people who prolly won't catch up with the last few days :)

another shot, more, um...acrobatic here ( x )( x )
last night we went to hear
golem and on the way back around midnite, decided to drive thru our old neighborhood. it's been about 3 years or so since we moved. we always hope we'll run into mother cat when we occasionally drive by there.
haven't seen her since the last day. she came in the front door and saw that everything was gone, packed up. we were so sad, because we knew that we couldn't take her to the new place. she gave us her 6 kitties to take care of, but she would only visit for meals and come in to our place when it was the worst weather. she would run in - we had to pretend we didn't see her - and she would make a beeline for a closet where i had put a cat bed for her. then she'd leave in the morning, reappearing again for most meals. she lived in various garages and other hiding places in the neighborhood. we had managed to trap her when we had the babies "fixed" and also had her fixed. i think that saved her sanity, not having to keep breeding more feral cats, and have a life for herself.
but her babies lived with us and had an indoor/outdoor life. it's the life i'd want if i was a cat. having the freedom and beauty of life outdoors and knowing that there was warmth and food at home. the two we still have, klez + martini, are above. same mom, different dads.
but last night as we rounded the corner, there she was!! i rolled down the window, and said hi, and she stopped when she heard my voice. (she runs from other humans.) we stayed in the car and talked to her for a few minutes and told her about her kitties and how much we missed her. she knew it was us, and i think the gaps were filled in. i'm sure she wondered where we went. she looked beautiful. she looks a lot like klez, the white cat above. i got a really good vibe from her. i wished she would jump in the car and come with us, but i didn't try - that was not gonna happen. she likes her wild life, i think. that was such a nice gift, to know that she was thriving on her own terms ^.^